Just Start…

Just start…

Hi there and hello. If you’re new here and new to me, my name is Alyssa, as seen in my bio section, lol. Wow, has this been a long time coming. I’ve been planning (lots of day dreaming) of launching a website and creating a business for myself for some time now. And boy oh boy, does that come with a lesson from the universe, haha!

It started off as ideas, flowing and spewing out like a volcano. Rushes of excitement, what to build, what it should look like, what should I offer, etc. I can’t even type as fast as my mind wants to go. But in the process of exploring what I wanted to launch and what I wanted to do here, I wasn’t exactly sure where to start. I then met the famous wall. The wall of fear, self-doubt and zero confidence. Then came the spew of, you can’t do it, you’re not good enough, no one’s going to look at this, contact you, read this, etc. Which brought me to a freeze.

The good ol’ fight, flight, fawn and freeze. All the states that our dear body and ego know so well. It’s embedded in us, and for good reason! It’s what helped us thousands of years ago to stay alive. And while I am so grateful for that, man can they get in the way sometimes. So I found myself frozen. Not doing anything, but living in the shame cycle of I want to do this, but I can’t. I found myself jealous of others starting their things, having things and being good at a thing. But what was my thing?

The question I will probably ponder my entire life. And I’m becoming okay with that. I don’t need to have ONE thing. I’ve always said, I’m a jack of all trades, master of none. I like a lot of things and I want to do and experience a lot of things. But before I go off and ramble down that rabbit hole, let’s reel it back in. What am I offering?

I wanted to create a business and a website that is authentic to me and what I know deep in my soul. That I want to be of service to others. I love the practice of yoga, became a yoga teacher, and have been sharing the practice with others which has brought me so much joy. And so here we are, here I am, offering myself and my services to you.

So if you’re new to yoga and have been wanting to try but staring at the wall, stuck in a freeze state (or any of those states) let’s work through it together. The only way out is through and the way to get through is….to just start.

Thanks for reading, thanks for being here, and I look forward to connecting.

With lots of love and light,

Alyssa :)